Friday, June 22, 2012

it was pms...I should have known.

I woke up this morning and without being fully awake grabbed my pee cup and headed into the bathroom....
the pee cup got thrown across the bathroom (empty, don't worry)

I called the Dr.'s office, talked to the nurse, scheduled a sit down with Dr. H (the RE) for Monday afternoon.

I want to cry
I need to cry
I can't cry...I just don't have it in me.
I'm frightened about IVF.
I want to spend the next 3 days researching as much as I can, but I don't know where to start.
I think I'll start with the books I have...
After I go get a cheese burger and stop at the store for ice cream.

1 comment:

  1. Oh, you poor burrito. I too am scared of IVF. I know it's not the pain or anything from retrieval, to me it's our last chance to get pregnant and that scares the shit out of me. Watch a movie that is a sure tear jerker or listen to a song that does it for you. If you need to cry I hope you do soon and I hope it helps.


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