and it's only Tuesday...

Sometimes you get a break in the game called Hell Life.

Last weekend and Monday were a bummer to say the least.

1. Friends get-together (and I use the word friends lightly) that is packed full of little kids...who's parents don't watch them...at a lake...which leads to me being depressed and having mild panic attacks at the same time. 
2. Follow that by a family get together where AJ's cousin is about to pop...oh did I mention she cries every day because she is having a boy not a girl...FOR THE LOVE OF GOD JUST BE HAPPY YOU CAN HAVE A BABY YOU STUPID B*!CH. (I feel a bit better now). 
3. Add to all this the fact that my science class on Monday was filled with discussion about evolution...he just kept talking about survival of the fittest..."those that can reproduce will be the most successful and continue on". I almost started crying in class. 

Then Monday night AJ calls and says we are going to dinner. OK no biggie, he does that sometimes. The kicker was he told me we were going to the nicest place in town...we're talking big bucks...
AJ got promoted, and with that came a LARGE raise.
Large...Huge...Ginormous even (please channel your inner pink lion...and exit stage left).

We get to move into a bigger house...a better area.
It doesn't matter if I get a "real job"...I can work for me, do what I want to do, work from home.
and best of all, we can afford all the shit crap that comes with infertility.

There's more.
I know right? how can there be more?

I just found out tonight that instead of the 4 semesters I thought I was going to have to take to finish school (did you get that? confusing enough for you?) well I only have 2 more...5classes to take after this semester. Holy Crap I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Even better, my school changed the way things are done and I now get to take Photography2 and Graphic design or Computer Animation...I can't decide which other one to take.


and it's only Tuesday.
Which has me frightened for the rest of the week.