all over again

I feel like I'm back at the beginning of the whole TTC shit storm.

Femara round 1 = FAIL (FU-AF)
Femara round 2 starts today...I'm already a zombie.

This year I feel lucky to have great blogs/friends to read and find comfort in. It makes me feel like I'm not so alone.
Still I can't help but feel like I'm starting all over again.

I'm highly stressed this month too, which is a bag full of fun right there.
It's the end of the semester, so I have 3 major projects to do...one of witch I have a partner...a partner who is leaving the state Tuesday and returning Saturday. It's a video project and the only time the videos can be filmed is...you guessed it...next week.  I came up with the topic...it's my camera shooting the whole thing, and while I'm tooting my own horn, I'm going to be the one with the mad editing skills. Looks like I'm flying solo on that one! Woo Freekin Hoo.

And then there is the craft show. I had to sign up...it was FREE. You can't wave anything FREE in front of my face without me giving in...I'm a sucker. I know it.

Let's not even get started on Easter.  AJ's family is way prepared. I was emailed a month in advance about dinner plans and asked to bring something.  His mom's family never changes....it's a holiday, we have dinner at 4:30...be there or be an L7 weenie.
My family???? ya I still have no clue what we are doing.

Can I just skip ahead a month....I'll be in Vegas in a month ( LA too!!!).

Wordless Wednesday: I'm dying.

My voice is gone. I feel like someone took out my vocal cords and played with them...and not nice smooth violin playing...I'm talking Devil Went Down to Georgia.
My sinus are so packed and I'm coughing so HARD.
The worst part/best part is that I'm days away from CD1...or if the Femara worked...knocked up, so I don't want to take anything in fear that I could hinder any little nuggets from sticking.

Good news is that I'm on CD26 and my temp is still above my cover line!

It's been a long week...

Family was in state from far away and for 5 nights I spent the entire evening and most of the day with a 3month old nicely placed in the crook of my arm. Sadly it took until last night for my 2 year old nephew to completely warm up to AJ and I...I wish we could have more time with them.
I'm going through baby arm withdraw. I need to find someone with a baby I can hold....or keep.
Today it's back to reality
And to top off this crazy week..I have a sinus infection!
I woke up with a fever. My ears are so plugged up i can't hear a freaking thing. My lip is split because I'm sleeping with my mouth open, and best of all my sinus' are so packed that I feel like my head is going to snap off and roll away.
In short, I'm sleepy, warn out, sick and I have so so sooo much to do.

I think I might be crazypants

I signed myself up for a craft show.
Now I feel like there is no way I will be ready in time! It's April 30th! That's only 26 days away!!!

I have SOOOOOO much to do!

Thanks for reading my freak out...
=0)

Wordless Wednesday: not so wordless...aka baby bear

 

so AJ and I were out shopping for our nephew's birthday this past weekend.

While I was looking for cute little boy t-shirts, AJ comes over telling me that I need to come and see what he found.

Low and behold there stood my husband holding the smallest, cutest little brown snow suit...

with bear ears!

and little paws on the hands and feet!

I died.

died of cute.

the best part? (ya it gets better than the paws)

it was only $5!

since then AJ has been asking me when we are going to make a little baby bear.

He's so excited

I hope for his sake the Femara works this month.

Femara day four

I puked...
for the first time in like 6 years (I'm not kidding, it's been 6 years)

Totally sucks, but I'm so glad I didn't go to class tonight.

By the way...I completely blame AJ. I told him I couldn't handle the Mexican he mad me eat for dinner.

Wordless Wednesday: totally zoned out