well this sucks

 

Looks like Santa didn't bring us what we asked for after all.

I also woke up with a sore throat.

It's also the birthday of a friend that passed away a little over a year ago.

Long story short TODAY SUCKS!

Looks like we are moving on to a SA...

sometimes you just want to punch the pregnant chick.

We went to a gathering of friends last night.
The "Merry Christmas form Mom, Dad, Kid and one on the way" Family was there...
We chatted (me, the pregnant chick and another girl friend) and come to find out they got pregnant after only about 3 months.
No big deal, and it didn't bug me until later in the evening.
The pregnant chick and I were talking about things and she said a few times "doesn't it just suck trying to get pregnant?"
OMG REALLY!!!
I wanted to pull put my lovely bitchy self and respond with something like "wait you tried for 3 months...why don't you multiply by 5 and then get back to me"
I wanted to punch her in the face so hard.
I wanted to lock myself in the bathroom and cry for a good long time.

Sometimes I don't think that people realize how hard the holidays are for people who are trying to get pregnant.

A little Christmas Hope

This year I asked for a baby for Christmas, I sure hope I get what I asked for.
The good news is that my temperature has been over 97* for the last two days, so that is a good sign...now let's just hope that it stays there.